My exams start next week… Shit.
I can’t believe it’s almost the end. In 6 exams time I’ll be done with this all and Uni is essentially over. In normal quantities of time for everyone other than me, that would be three weeks, but 6 exams is how I put it all into perspective!
Which brings me on to plans after Uni… Oh god. The very real realisation of life approaching and accepting this perfect little bubble will be bursting. But. First. I haven’t said…
The Masters I applied for? You know, the one up at Imperial College London? Remember? Remember?!
I’VE BEEN ACCEPTED.
I’VE DONE IT.
Dependent on exam results of course, but, I’ve got a place. It still hasn’t sunk in yet. I can’t believe it. I think I’ve finally found my niche in life… Where I’m supposed to be. What I’m actually supposed to do with my life!
I never thought to put the two together… to put science and research and keeping up there with the cutting edge, with writing and creativity and this eye for artistic flair. It’s just where I belong. It’s so exciting.
I am so thankful to my number one, my mister, for pushing me to believe I had it in me. I never thought it was something I was good at and just saw it as a hobby and a way of releasing my thoughts and feelings… Thank you, clumsy one, for believing in me, and your ace amounts of banter after the scary as fuck interview. Yes I did phone you before my mum… Why? Because I love you 🙂
So now, that’s it. Life mission decided and now to just make it happen. Will these exams go well? …I think so. Am I scared as fuck? …Well yeah, of course. But I can’t wait to get the first one over and done with!
See you in a few weeks!